Chaos space marines.


Wich Wh40k army is for you?
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this one is possibly a good thing as this is the army im currently building...

You are guided by darkness. Chances are you are
depressed, or you just always see things in a
negative point of view. You sit back and take
everything in. You are the gentle giant. But
one day you will snap. (Rate my test)


What force is your soul?
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Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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You are a Waiting angel. You stay inside your
little world waiting for that special someone
to come and take you away. You hope that the
day that your love will come will be soon, and
no one can pick on you for wanting to save
yourself. On the other hand, your hopes
decrease every day that you suffer. Try to hold
on a bit longer...


What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
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You belong beyond the claim of all humanity. Though
here, you are emotionally dead to the world and
nothing here has any bearing on you, good or
bad. You feel nothing and are simply waiting on
the end, which will come to pass without much
change, after which you will fade into the
nothingness which you lived. If that's how you
like it, that's that. If not, change your
responses to things and maybe the world will
change with you.


Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.

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What kind of dark person are you?
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You're a Glass of Wine!


What Type of Alcoholic Beverage Are You?
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A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.



Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool Vampire Game:

www.life-blood.vze.com


What kind of girl are you?
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Youre a wise Elf! Elves are fair and beautiful and
yet very wise. They are immortal but can dye
from a broken heart or die in a war. Elves are
respected and love peace and tranquility.


What Magical Creature are You?
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You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough."


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You are Schroeder!


Which Peanuts Character are You?
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Heart of Glass


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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went walking yesterday.

did 12 miles.. foxhouse- sheffield and then across sheffield back home.
was good.

paid for it... but man was it good!

does anyone actually still read this???

if you do then please let me know as ill keep posting on here occasionally, if not then im gonna migrate across to the other one completely.

sara

the passion of the christ:

having followed the progress of this film, due to us supposed to be watching it as part of our 'the bible and the arts' module last semester, its been really interesting to watch the controversy and stuff around it unfold- and there are a lot of echoes here....

the group project i was involved in last semester for said module was on the film 'the last temptation of Christ' and a LOT of people refused to do it on the grounds that it disagreed with their beliefs- there was a lot of controversy surrounding its release, mainly because of its depiction of, and focus upon Jesus' humanity, and i really do have to ask why...

with 'the passion of the christ' the same thing has happened- there is a lot of controversy surrounding it, because it /could/ be seen as being anti semetic, because it indirectly points at the Jewish people being responsible for Jesus' crucifiction..... this for me causes several problems with their arguments, just like 'the last temptation'

Jesus was a jew. so whats wrong with that- americans pass the death sentence on other americans, the romans passed the death sentence on other romans... at the end of the day, if you believe this stuff, you know that Jesus had to die in order for God's plan to be accomplished so where is the problem (i know this raises issues in the Jewish religion but im not qualified to go there), if you dont believe it, then what happened in that situation is no different to the other situations ive pointed out.
I understand that in recent history, anti-semetism has unfortunately been at the forefront of the history books, but i really dont see a problem with this as a scenario- having not seen the film i really cannot comment on its content, but i cannot see this film inciting racial hatred towards the Jewish community- especially on the grounds of being responsible for the death of Jesus.
At the end of the day, this is only someones opinion and their interpretation of events depicted in the bible, and other places, and whilst it might not be 'right' in your eyes, it shouldnt be slated- just like Scorsese and the author of 'last temptation' shouldnt have been slated so vehemently in their (as stated throughout the film) 'FICTIONAL explanation of the eternal spiritual conflict' (summed up as spirit vs flesh)


call me young, innocent, and naive if you like, but they are my thoughts...

by the way- this blog has been regularly upidated for one year...

happy birthday to this blog!

1st day back,
and im pooped!

did more work in the first 2 hours than ive done in a while!!!!
so my tuesday is going to look like this for the next 12 weeks-

9am an hour of straight exegesis
10am an hour of theology
11am - 2hours of literary criticism.

some hard graft to be done no doubt, and a LOT of content, but i did enjoy it despite that.
Spent the afternoon doing some admin stuff for rich at the youth and childrens, also good, and got a lift up to crookes which is ALWAYS good... tho i was actually prepared to walk it.

also had a phone call in the midst of lectures which has been sorted.
ALSO bumped into Dr Mark. so a busy day!!!!

i made a promise to myself to write up lecture notes as i get them, but for 'the bible and the literary imagination i dont really need to cause im anotating handouts, and for 'bible and the liberation of the oppressed (exodus)' (and prolly for archaeology tomorrow) theres too much to keep up with so we'll be using notes from the net...

Final Score: 94.65

hm... JONO THOMPSON- U R A LEGEND!

i currently on my housemates pc typing this- my network cable finally gave up the ghost this morning... oops, so having returned home to have that top off my day was /really/ helpful, however ive slept since, and so set about trying to find another cable ASAP, hitting a sligh dead end, and then noticed that Jono was online, so thought id ask see if he knew where i can get one, and he's got some cable left on a drum so hopefully tomorrow i will be back.

we love you Jono, oh yes we do!

sara

actually, no dammit- i will - yes it was real, and i did wake up. the metaphor is in the dream.
im on coffee now, going for an all nighter.
gonna put today behind me- kick ass on these essays, go and do the stuff at philly that i said i would for rich and then enjoy myself. will be the last time in a while.

last night i could hear your heartbeat, and i didnt want to wake up for fear that it was just a dream...

am gonna try and write a song from that i think..
the best songs ive written have come from snippets of experience i've found, and this one has been playing on my mind all day, and related things the last couple of days... whether or not the experience actually happened, i'm not going to say...

i dont believe this- everyone has gone to the pub?!

night out was brilliant- went to casbah for around half and hour and then on to corp- they have a relatively new night on a weds, so with the 5 of us, there were around 20 people in the place- which may sound sucky- but it really wasnt...
there was a PROPER mishmash going on... rock. metal, industrial, classic, hip hop, even a little bit of house-
the variation made it well enjoyable, and from there, we did devonshire chippy before walking back to the house, where a fair amount of fun was had.

i even got some unexpected closure through the course of the night... which was a great bonus!
anyhows. essays are a calling.

night out was brilliant- went to casbah for around half and hour and then on to corp- they have a relatively new night on a weds, so with the 5 of us, there were around 20 people in the place- which may sound sucky- but it really wasnt...
there was a PROPER mishmash going on... rock. metal, industrial, classic, hip hop, even a little bit of house-
the variation made it well enjoyable, and from there, we did devonshire chippy before walking back to the house, where a fair amount of fun was had.

i even got some unexpected closure through the course of the night... which was a great bonus!
anyhows. essays are a calling.

w00t! finbally it seems like it wants to work vaguely....

pleased to announce i won the 1st game of bowling and lost when we put the bumpers up ehehe...
oh well...
am about to go out having just helped in making a korma that iws the bomb!

cher is on- its all good!!!!! :D

sara

(btw , ive been happyt since friday- with one exception - thats gotta be some kind of record?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? - excessive exclamations i know... )


HAHAHAHA

this is well annoying, i was going to post and ive completely forgotten what i was going to post about cause blogger is being well annoying - at this rate im gonna just switch to my LJ account and leave this one alone...

oh.. heh you dont know what they are... well you can laugh at me all you like, but im having a mini expansion of my autograph collection...

yey my things came!!!!

well twop of them :)

hey- well i had a really nice time out for tea last night - we went for chinese in the end - very yummy :)

im currently balancing today with stomp planning, tidying and hoovering in prep for tomorrow, and the essays i need to do. should all be okay- if needs be i can hoover tomorrow morning before going to the bank to open my ISA and then im off bowling.. or something... whatever we end up doing ill be unavaliable all day so dont try contacting me.

im really not happy about this morning though- i got up for 7.30am to take delivery of a parcel that i missed on saturday- it hasnt arrived yet- nor has any other post.. grrrrr

going out for tea tonight :))))))

yeah i know i said id work, but ill do that when i get back - it makes more sense that way.

:)

well, today sees my attempts at tackling the next essay in the list. After the 4000 word one it /has/ to be a doddle.... if i can get that done then only the one left which will see me sorted for the start of next semester.
I MUST go to the bank tomorrow.
also need to hoover today.
first things first though, and that is to sort out lunch and what is potentially happening this week.

also have something else to write about and im not quite sure how to say it, so im just gonna be blunt.

okay, i originally intended this web journal to be a place where i could express myself, and recently that right has been taken away from me. however, i am not goiung to let that stop me.
i have plans b c and d doing into action.

sara

im not really sure what i can say here today - other than i am still knackered. i got three hours sleep last night- and even that wasnt good- i ended up falling asleep on my bed listenign to my walkman in the dark, however, because i hadnt /gone to bed/ ended up in a really stupid position and have totally screwed my back. so i have to be careful today or it will hurt.

i should go and get some food today, as my stew went off, cause i didnt get back when i expected to so it got left out... but i wont... ive reordered so many things since i got in, and now to free upi some space im going to p[ut all of last semesters notes together in order according to module, and then reorganise all my tabs,
and it sounds like im turning into an obsessive compulsive i know...

The wind is moving
But I am standing still
A life of pages
Waiting to be filled
A heart that’s hopeful
A head that’s full of dreams
But this becoming
Is harder than it seems
Feels like i’m

Looking for a reason
Roaming through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world
Not a lot to lean on
I need your light to help me find
My place in this world
My place in this world

If there are millions
Down on their knees
Among the many
Can you still hear me
Hear me asking
Where do I belong
Is there a vision
That I can call my own
Show me i’m

yeah... this would be me... right now.


Do I stress you out
My sweater is on backwards and inside out
And you say how appropriate
I don't want to dissect everything todayI don't mean to pick you apart you see
But I can't help it
There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter

And all I really want is some patience
A way to calm the angry voice
And all I really want is deliverance
Do I wear you out
You must wonder why I'm so relentless and all strung out
I'm consumed by the chill of solitary
I'm like Estella
I like to reel it in and then spit it out
I'm frustrated by your apathy
And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this landIf only I could meet the Maker

And I am fascinated by the spiritual man
I am humbled by his humble nature
What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate
Someone else to catch this drift
And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred
Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute
Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while
The conflicts, the craziness and the sound of pretenses
Falling all around...all around
Why are you so petrified of silence
Here can you handle this?

Did you think about your bills, your ex, your deadlines
Or when you think you're gonna die
Or did you long for the next distraction
And all I need now is intellectual intercourse
A soul to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying
If only I could kill the killer
All I really want is some peace man
a place to find a common ground
And all I really want is a wavelength
All I really want is some comfort
A way to get my hands untied
And all I really want is some justice...