im thinking about actually stopping this blog....
im much more likely to be found on livejournal for one... and im not sure that anyone reads this anymore.. im also suffering the whole thing of not having blogged on here in so long (in any real fashion) that i dont know where to begin or what to say...

if there is anyone that does read this then im sorry for the very sporadic updates right now... it may pick up.. it may not. i dont know

ive been on holiday if you were wondering.